Before I write any word I must admit that I’m wholeheartedly pro-life.
Pro-life in its pure form, embracing diversity (including that of my own psyche), willingness to grow and flourish.
I’ve contemplated suicide on multiple occasions but never with an intent to carry it out.
I found a perverse satisfaction in doing so, and it was a relief in the darkest of moments.
My thoughts will not get any less paradoxical from now on.